Finals ?

eiks.. here i am again stoning infront the computer.
Probability / Statistic final paper is just 11 hours away from now. That means theres only 3 hours left for me to sleep =(

i just had my final preparation for the paper at SS15 mcD with few of my friends around 10pm, was quite suprised to see that mcD are quite full, as many A levels students are gathering there as well.
today is the third day since monday for me, having trouble in going to bed again. really hates it. lying on the bed, trying to sleep but ur mind just couldnt stop.. THINKING! argh,what the hell is wrong, its been so long yet i still miss her ? damn.. oh well but it sure is alot better if compared to last year. In fact, come to think of it now, i'm quite relieved, that they are doing well, and she is definitely much more happier lol.. i was right from the start, we were not supposed to be together at the first place. It was just a coincidence, that both of us needed care from someone and things turned out to be such for sometime. However, it didnt last in this world of reality. I must admit, working hard to be better in future is just a foolish excuse i convince myself that the gap between could be overcomed. This is stupid.
There's no point writing a whole "essay" about this so just make it short, u have ur life and i have mine,(not making any declaration tho, it has been like this for some time ) this is isnt something that i wished for but it just turned out to be,
I trully hope that u will do well in ur future in just anything. what ever it is, good luck!

Time passby really fast, day by day, semester by semester and its the end of my foundation course. i sure hope that i didnt screw up any paper so far. k time to sleep @ @