Memories

2010-10-11T01:16:00.000+08:00

Ola!!!!!!

=)

2010-03-06T00:25:00.001+08:00

1 sentence says it all,
For Wushu, WE Gather!! =)

yeah it's been a long time,so let's write something here. =P

i found a family, and there's only 1 reason all of us gather, which is "wushu"
haha yeap i've joined wushu club this semester, partly cuz of Yewshen whom hv been asking me to join since 2 semesters ago..
i'm honoured for i've joined two wushu performance at MMU grandhall eventho im still a newbie.. i gave my best and did my best =P both the performances were awesome and there will be more! Currently working hard on many stunts, taught by ChinHao, weiping n jay. They inspires me alot in both wushu and uni life, in wushu, all of them started from ground zero, and now each of them is capable of doing stunts normal ppl cant do, in just 3 ~ 5 years =P ; in uni life, they taught me that studying in uni is not just computer games , and afternoon nap.. i must work hard to be like them, to be able to take care in BOTH academic and co-curicular activities (this include basketball and wushu! ) xD

midterm break started, its time to relax and get some rest! ciao

2010-01-10T22:25:00.002+08:00

到底
什么是友情?
什么是爱情?

2009-09-19T20:38:00.004+08:00

yeap, finally she has left Malaysia.
Really i never expected that myself would be there, seeing her back walking through the gate terminal. Well of course it has nothing to concerns me as much as last time already, wasnt EMO.. just that this feeling is kinda sad haha, i hate seeing ppl i know leaving =/ but i hope she would take care of herself there, never really spoken to her haha so didnt had the chance to say it haha..

Oh ya, i was known as "zhen tong" to her mom lolol.. i think mayb cuz of my sir name and i have not seen them since form4 /form5 haha.. and her dad remembers me ! the time when i used to work in tai thong O.O!

after sending her off, we went to pyramid to watch movie! =D
and the show was.... "where got ghots" !!! haha wanted to watch this show so badly, love their hokkien haha.. and the show didnt dissappoint us xD but it was rather funny + abit of touching than Scary lols.. the 2nd part of the story was incredibly hillarious.. gosh.. couldnt stop laughing all the way through heh xD

this picture quite imba.. it seems like i owe yang money and he's about to punch me lol

this is ee and the birthday girl cole =D

2009-09-13T17:12:00.001+08:00

moody and stressful days T T
will be updating this page soon <3

2009-09-07T04:48:00.002+08:00

And I know it sounds so stupid,
To be waiting this long,
But I'm still in love and I know I'm not wrong,
'Cause in my eyes,
She's still you. =)

So darn tired of everything =/
But it will keep getting better and i know that..

Good night humans!

Take care! =)

2009-08-23T14:59:00.007+08:00

i guess everything ended perfectly , things that i expected coming yet i don't know how to face it is finally over. i don't really know how to express this, but one thing for sure, i definitely feel much more better and relief~ is it because i finally willing to face it ? or is it because i finally willing to stop being a pussy and show up? well i don't know haha.. There are still alot of things i wanted to tell, but sometimes things are better such way that we keep it to ourself huh =)

Yesterday night, we had a farewell party for Miss Joanne Yap at Las Caretas ( hope i didnt spell the name wrongly =D ), it was pretty good cuz quite a number of Alpharians showed up.. its been awhile since all of us sit down on a same table chit-chatting,getting updated about each other's life, everyone really has become much more mature compared to last time.
oh ya, Daniel's DSLR is so cool and fun haha, now i understand why FCMs love it! haha well of cuz i know nothing about it, and Daniel gave us a short "lecture" about the camera~ at the end of the dinner, right before we pay for the bill, everyone was like busy taking pictures with each other haha, macam old days and silly praveena forgot her camera flashes 2 times before the picture is taken, hahaha and Mr hao xian is shy XD lols memories sia~ hope that all of us could gather like this again in the future =)

Mr danny's imba camera <3

Nvm the model behind XD

The night was still young when we finish makan makan , so we decided to go yumcha while waiting for Mr Azroy to reach subang, he drove all the way back from malacca just now join us haha not bad not bad at least he showed up =) we ended up at Station one Taipan, and there were stage singers <3 all the gosu emo songs haha all of us started singing too haha macam emo Kbox sia~ xD then we continue our gossip session.. till carrie and Ben showed up from the shop bside station one haha, fate sia lolol

Yeah like how i said earlier, the night ended perfectly and Miss Joanne is going to UK in 2 weeks time i think, Well i didnt really had any conversation with her, sorry =/ i wish she will take care of herself out there, and everything would turn out just fine for her.. study hard! =D

more pictures soon.. xD

Imbarhly Emorh

2009-08-20T17:17:00.003+08:00

Emo is in the air ~ aiks,

This is something i make using lyric from different songs ~
i Hope all those that are emoing right now, can get better ASAP! and get along with it =) because there's more than just emo awaits u in the future =) all t3h best to all XD

虽然是简单的形容虽然是重复的动作
因为有你让一切都变成不平凡

兩顆心能塞幾個問號
愛要讓我們流多少眼淚
好想要回到我們的原點

你的美已經給了誰追了又追我要不回
為什麼相愛的人卻又為愛而紛爭

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活

愛不會回來了你已經離開我
卻一直住在我心中
我想我可以习惯一个人生活
我想我可以假装不曾爱过
冰凉的夜里让眼泪温热我

你像空气般不存在的存在
再没有痕迹的爱你不在
当我需要你的爱你都已不在

爱情是个梦而我睡过头
該好了　可是心　還是痛的
我表面　似乎痊愈了某部份卻像殘廢了

到底這感覺誰對誰錯
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

這樣的愛實在難得
心痛當初相遇的心動

Imba

2009-08-16T03:29:00.007+08:00

Finally a day to relax! wahah, today damn madness, didnt sleep since friday till saturday morning, just to study for the damn Field Theory Test, damn stone really, at first i thought only derek , hou n i planned to do so, mana tau whole house all follow us, even Daniel that has no exam also siok siok ikut haha.. but then i still dozed off around 6am lols and got up around 7..

We went to take our breakfast at FCM mamak before test <3 awesome man, super breakfast recommended by Ee, which is also my favourite breakfast combo la.. Roti Bakar + half boiled eggs + milo panas! hoho <3 <3 <3

imba breakfast <3

well, about the test leh, i shall skip it cause it was boring and sleepy LOL..

oh oh then dinner , we went to Sri Kembangan makan <3 wahaha, whole day didnt eat anything , and i felt like i could eat the whole cow just now hahaha, ordered Yam Sliced meat rice + Lobak (lobak alone also rm10.50 wtf lols) but dun care la after exam eat more abit baru song xD
Not bad lor that place there at SK haha alot bigger than i expected lols, so much larger than AC hahaha..

i was like " whooaa yao mou so big > < " lols

After Makan, we went to jusco arcade > < lols siao siao around till 10 30 and everyone decided to go buy icecream.. But that just killed my night, because All the things we bought from that F**king 7-11 ( 3 ice creams, 1 vanilla coke, 1 pepsi light, 1 cadbury CHoc ) are expired !! seriously too much weh, at first i thought only my ice cream got prob, mana tau chee wah looked at his coke's bottle cap and said FUCK expiry date is 25th of july 2009! (and he already drank half of the bottle = =") Damn the 7-11 really damn Fck up one la everything also expired > <

2 soh lous at the arcade center @ @ fuish i 1 hand lawan derek <3

=D

2009-08-09T18:05:00.002+08:00

its been quite awhile since i posted something here =)

today went yumcha with old buddies around ss15 area, we went to AC first, Chit-chat and gossiping for about 2 hours, just when we about to leave, Goon Ee suggested to go for Taro Balls ( sorry forgot the name of the shop lols) opposite Asia CAfe there,
its not my first time going that shop, really not bad i like the taro balls!!! so tasty..
i ordered the milky taro ice, which basically consists of yam, ice and milk lols really u guys must try it out urself =)

milky taro ice~

ok i admit, stupid pose! lols
here are the old buddies~!

~Goon Ee~ ( Daaaaaarlie white teeths ! )

~ZhenTong~(lol why show that awful face haha)

~Cyang~ ( cool rite, wan number boh ? =D )

2009-07-31T02:46:00.001+08:00

Im sorry that i did this to u,
Im sorry that i failed to keep my promise,
Im sorry that i dissapointed u,
Im sorry that i didnt get it,
Im sorry.. for everything =(
what a lousy day

Friendster

2009-07-25T23:51:00.002+08:00

have been reading all the old Testimonials on friendster,
they were really the sweetest memories i had. Miss all the fun, hanging around with everyone, without worries.

everything happened so fast, without knowing it im 19 already, 20 soon to be exact =( well age doesnt matters anyways, just that it means more and more work, stress and responsibility awaits in the future, life could never be easy at this stage. came across Comments like "happy 16th bdae!!" , "happy 17th bdae~" makes me feel so old lols

and especially those friends i used to hang out with, they are, just busy now lols.. some might even not in contact anymore haha, kinda sad isn't it. Everything is different now, i've been hanging out alot with unimates too nowadays haha, but dun worry, i wont forget any of u guys, especially my alpharians =D they are the best class ever! no joke always the best.. i hope everyone is doing just fine =)

Good old days ah, good old days lols im like somo old apek now talking about his youth hahaha but i admit, I MISS THOSE GOOD OLD DAYS! peace =)

2009-07-24T21:09:00.005+08:00

finally, a day to chill out and relax before another week starts wahaha
i know i know, field theory quiz is next tuesday and after that got circuit theory mid term, thats why today must enjoy "nine nine" wheeee throw away all the programming codes and trigonometry identities!

oh currently addicted to photofunia hahaa quite fun =P
do try it out if ya rotting at home.
here are the results

God father we we ( with additional 20kg of weight lol!! )

How to call this, We with lady's fingers promoting ethanol coke ?
and...

THIS ONE jeng jeng jeng! paling best lols obi-we
all thx to ms mun li, im addicted to this lols , it is actually quite.. interesting haha

LAMPARH

2009-07-21T18:11:00.006+08:00

anyone of u who has been hanging out with us, especially during this semester, would definitely notice that our genius, brian, has been using the word "lampa" frequently these days. well especially on TODAY, where he went Lampa mode.. for example,

When u call him something bad, eg bitch,
he says lampa..

When u say he's wrong,
he says lampa..

When u say u want to study,
he says lampa..

When he find out that he did a mistake on a particular question,
he says lampa..

When Sean says something ridiculous,
he says lampa..

When he goes to refill water and the machine appears to be not in a good condition as it "curi" his 20 cent,
he says LAMPAAAAAAAAAAAAAARH, and smacks the machine =D

lol seriously we all laugh like mad, couldn't stop at the moment haha, brian pro haha
btw, to anyone of u who doesn't know what's the meaning of lampa, kindly refer to any of ur friends. =D

oh oh and i like this drawing very much! altho the girl's head is way too small haha lazy redraw =P

Blood Donation

2009-07-20T20:16:00.004+08:00

its another brand new week, and here i am posting some of the faces of future engineers =D
here goes..
this picture was taken last week at FCM mamak haha..

MdSu|XX AKA sean AKA xixian AKA ss sharing his "skills" again and Sze Hou "admiring"
him =P
hmm sean, a normal SS guy who likes to "blow Cow" but damn good in Studying.. btw why am i promoting him lols, lets move on to today =P

Today was quite, hectic especially in the morning cuz of the stupid in-lab Programming assignment =( the task is that we are supposed to prepare programming codes for 6 questions at home and present anyone of the 6 requested by the
lecturer during the test. i admit i had not done all or so call MEMO all the codings.. so i was hoping that i could get someone who can help me as my partner.. MANA TAU, in the end, i was paired with a fella who didnt done his homework at home and we ended up quite badly zzz there goes my 5 % for final T T aihz kinda emo.

But nevermind that, soon after that sean and i decided to go for blood donating! it was my first time, not bad =P and blaaaaardy sean donated 4 times d, too much blood man that fella, speechless lols
oh and to anyone who thinks blood donation is painful, YOU ARE WRONG! lols, especially with trained nurses, u wont feel a thing, trust me.. so next time if u got a chance to donate blood, go on! dun hesitate =)

Victim number 1...

Victim number 2..

first, lie down..

second, get ur arm all wrapped up

third, pump~ ~ see so easy =D macam 1 2 3

and finally, a cert =P

but 1 thing, after the blood donation, the plaster can be quite annoying lols

2009-07-15T22:45:00.004+08:00

sien weh today,
The Field Theory Lab class was so hectic! everyone rushing on the discusion at the end of the session =(
all because of the stupid plastic films!!! but luckily still managed to hand up the lab report lol..

after that we went for basketball at A court, Cyberia. not bad also get to play a nice game with some good players, kinda song =) oh but then got a big cut dunno which handsome got scratch me, lucky didnt hit my eye haha if not gone case.. =P

random drawing again, but i like this one =P

lovely weekend

2009-07-12T18:52:00.002+08:00

This weekend was quite fun, supposed to stay back at Cyberia for the weekend but ended up coming b subang, to find yang kor yum cha since he's back from SG.
As usual, we went to Pyramid, for lunch, and chit chat for the whole day lols. oh but KiN was quite happy, haha promised not to tell others =)

we saw something nice haha, "Stoners" in the middle of the mall near the JCO there. damn cool eh they all posing like that haha

haha well other than that nothing special lo, oh ya finally i bought my shoe, have been saving for it, so ngam today saw a 20% sales =D

nyehehe green ftw! red not good ah bee wakakaka..

updated

2009-07-09T18:47:00.005+08:00

today is another boring day =(
4 hours of class only in total for the whole day yet i still have to stay out from 10am till 7pm @ @

but nevermind i snapped a few shots today, cuz really too sien already, nothing to do haha. oh brilliant lecturer made a joke today = =" he asked : "Do you know that we are all rich in a way?" i was wondering mayb he's saying that each of us are uniquue or sth. Mana tau this fella go reveal his answers saying " we are all rich in cholestrol, dont believe u go get a blood test." All the international students laughed, loudly which we dun understand why. we were all stoning, looking at each other, the awkwardness, damn he needs some classes on his jokes =/

as i said, the timetable today too sien already, everyone is so sleepy.. again lols right after the programing class.. this is the situation..

stone?

"batu"?

and.. cheng yew lolz. thx bro for the nice pose haha

then finally someone made a move, JH stood up and went straight to the computer, opened an episode of "one piece" lols, so everyone ended up watching anime in the lecture hall to kill time =D
eh actually its quite fun to watch anime there haha quite comfortable =) like cinema only haha

some random drawings again ^ ^

See ya =D

2009-07-07T22:09:00.002+08:00

lousy day, sprained my ankle zzz played like shit lolz.. sien =(
neways, i heard that engineering maths mid term is coming soon, and we are like still no where near the end of chapter 2.. lol cham liaw this time T T gotta start working on it. i hope that we wont screw up our paper this sem, but look at "ah pang siang"( our electronic lecturer ) saying "any questions?" for at least 27 times in 40 mins ( yes i counted, cuz i was too bored ) really making me worry about how are we gonna end up during the exam lols.

this picture was taken yesterday, spotted a gang of Beta year students, playing "eraser game" haha, the eraser that overlaps the other wins i think haha, reminds me of the old days =D

..and yew yew was once again found sleeping =D dota too much lo

Random

2009-07-05T02:46:00.001+08:00

2 stoners, at Steven's Corner Setapak =D
Risako AkA Teckwei is convincing sze hou on something =P

2009-07-03T22:18:00.002+08:00

damn, i just realized that the song in my mixpod ( fish leong's qing ge) got some guy singing along.. eew
will look for some better ones =D

@ @

2009-07-03T18:38:00.005+08:00

geesh so many things to write =D
so lets start from this one, which was 5 days ago, bryan , ah ming and teck wei visited my house at Cyberia. we went to some arabian style mamak to yumcha, the food beh pai la, but quite expensive lo lolz..

the 3 visitors~ ~

...and the food =D

oh then we went for a walk around the place, i found this place uhm a combination of bbq area and swimming pool~ looks like a paradise doh, next time can have bbq party here d =D

..and next the lab session on wed, which was total chaos when the OC (oscilloscope) gone mad again > <
had tried so hard to get a steady sine wave view, done everything i could, so desperate me snap a picture of the wave so that we could get a "Not moving" sine wave lolz brilliant huh XD but still in the end we decided to change the Oscilloscope then FINALLY we get a proper reading =D screw u Oscilloscope lolz not the first time > <

the stupid wave that i mentioned =D and btw this is how we look like when we are having break =P

some decided to read magazine..

some decided to sleep, study or play the lecture hall's comp..

some decided to go modeling =D

some decided to style others hair (yes i am refering to JJ xD and this is his art work, not bad wert =D)

and some, just stoning lolz

another random drawing from me =)

Tired dao

2009-07-02T20:35:00.002+08:00

im IN LOVE, with the life here in cyberia =D
Non-stop basketball and just so relaxing with the situation here.
Love meeting different people in the basketball court, feels like there's always "gou sao", aka "better players" than me there (altho i know there are millions of ppl that better than me in this =D) but its simply just fun to have a match with them. =)
its another weekend again, going back home soon~

GeeGee

2009-07-01T22:42:00.003+08:00

Teck we did something sohi haha, Found a blog whom the owner is also from MMU haha, Left a comment on that blog, hopefully that didnt freak her out haha peace =D

2009-07-01T22:36:00.003+08:00

OMG this is so cool!
i found someone, by the name "teckwe"!! hahaha
so ngam weh, didnt know that there is somebody else by the name teck we =D
too bad he's not chinese , but sounds abit weird for a non-chinese to have such name huh =D no offense, peace <3
http://teckwe.skyrock.com/

Teckwe

2009-07-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

is having "online war"! roar! lolz

2009-06-30T00:04:00.001+08:00

omggg! field theory sux! lol

its weekend!

2009-06-26T19:21:00.006+08:00

im back home again ~ wheeee.. kinda fun haha
degree year sure is busy and occupied lol.. this week started our lab induction session, got introduced to all the gadgets in the lab so that we dun screw up our next few lab sessions XD
some examples of the gadgets XD

..and i found lazy bums XD

hah.. dota summore la dota, esp to cheng yew =D

something random.. XD i read a book from the library just now about sketching comic characters, so i just grab my pencil and draw.. =P

do u miss me too ? =D

2009-06-24T00:12:00.003+08:00

there are times i wonder, what if i was never been to national service? what if i was doing arts rather than in the field of science ?
The moments i had with friends there at Kem Miri were precious, unforgetable and most importantly life-time learning experience. and yeah im glad that i was sent to Kem Miri =D
u would never find a place with 20 naked guys sleeping around u, u would never wake up 5 in the morning , clean ur bed and everything else for every single day, u would also never jog for 5~ 10 km perday, and u would defintely never thought of handling a gun, just like the movies haha.
Sometime in these busy days, i really feel like, flying back to Miri to see my old friends over there and also the camp. =D
the best time over there was definitely chinese new year's break, i wasnt sure that whether should i stay in miri for the whole week holiday, as there was someone here waiting for my return, yet i failed her, this im trully sorry and i meant it. back then my conclusion was i didnt want to stress my mom over the rm700 ticket just to get back here.neways those were the sad things. BUT i found out something different there at miri during CNY! the celebration there was AWESOME, total ownage compared to my place here wakaka..ok lets start with the gathering dinner the day before new year, the family i stayed with, they are not really very rich, yet the dishes they prepared were just perfect and at least more than 15 dishes, missed them T T lolz, and the celebration continues when the time reaching 11, well lets say it this way, ppl back here wont buy any fire crackers, reasons due to police la, no money la, no place la, etc etc but there, imagine EVERY SINGLE FAMILY spent 3k at least at fire crackers!!! imagine the amount of them and i must specify, 90% of resident at that town are chinese lolz.. for the last hour of the year, u will see urself swallowed by the bursting crackers up the sky, the scene was so beautiful~ so memorable, it makes u think of everyone u care, and love mayb because i was far away from home, i really missed her alot that night. lolz
thats why sometimes, i feel like re"try" again my life there, i definitely wont stay there but having a 1 week vacation there would be heaven ! =D aikz, i miss u miri, sometimes lolz

bored..

2009-06-20T02:39:00.005+08:00

dont know why, suddenly.. feel like drawing, so i drew a few picts using Ms Paint and here are the 2 results.. lol =)

son Goku from Dragon Ball XD

erm.. some random picture in my mind lolz

..oh and this 2 pictures are supposed to look alike, how much they do? i dont know lol

KFC =)

2009-06-19T15:12:00.002+08:00

something very cool happened just now, and this is the story.
yesterday night, i told myself that today im going to buy some KFCs for myself lol, since i havent eat it for such a long time. But then amazingly, when i woke up just now and its lunch time, so i went downstairs and saw a whole bucket of KFCs served on the dining table. lol this feeling is like some sort of dream comes true hahaha..
im still wondering, my aunt nvr buy KFC, but why today ? lol this is just so cool~

im gonna wish for something else tonight ! Lol.. XD

Cyberia

2009-06-15T20:14:00.003+08:00

finally moved into my new house in cyberia. looks cool and comfy =)
but 1 thing.. NO CONNECTION T.T well i hope the internet will be fixed within this week =(

moving in to a new enviroment, and everything starts all over again, tho im still with my old roommates but everything is definitely different from before. Theres one feeling in me when move into this place. its something farmiliar, like when i first move into my hostel in mmu last year. i felt lonely, afraid, and sad. That day, i sat on my bed thinking about what happened the past few months and all the promises i made long time ago. i took my phone and i gave her a call, all she said was nothing but take care, and hell yeah my heart hurts. Tears start running , as i hung up and soon after that i got numb to it =) *well its a good thing isnt it*

then yesterday, this feeling came back. lols, my family and i went to my new house, after settling all the stuff, and everyone went back. suddenly i felt it. sitting alone on the chair looking at the room. asking myself, "u must be kidding me' but yeah this is reality lols accept the fact > <

skip it.. lol aint gonna emo whole day, theres only 1 miserable 45 minutes LECTURE CLASS today.. damn sad..no its damn sien lolz.

2009-06-09T15:28:00.002+08:00

its the 2nd week of sem break, and foundation is over.. T T
like i said, always, "So fast one year already" lol i have been saying this sentence throughout the whole year haha and now im gonna say it again, SO FAST ONE YEAR ALREADY~ lol and our foundation has come to an end. Some of us may still be in the same class this coming semester, so basically not much difference lol.

Fe101-2008/2009

boring doh~ ~

cough..

2009-06-03T17:31:00.003+08:00

2 days of cheong k can really kill my throat lol @ @, today went for cheong k with kin, yang, and tong.. kin grow up d lo.. wear heels d wor.. and its like AT LEAST 5 cm lolz.. finally manage to drag her to cheong k wahaha..

oh and this "baby" is my "belated bdae present" from kin and yang.. haha thx guys. smile hard~ haha

am so bored

2009-05-31T17:13:00.002+08:00

Finally, an end to the foundation of engineering 08/09. =)

maybe.. it doesnt sound like a big deal to u, but it means alot to me. After all this time, i hv learnt, to cherish every moment im having, and treasure every thing i had. Every part of my life and everyone that participated in it means alot to me =D

All the best to those who are going to malacca after this semester break! xD
Pls come to Cyberjaya for some yumcha session whenever u guys are free lol

Finals ?

2009-05-27T03:36:00.005+08:00

eiks.. here i am again stoning infront the computer.
Probability / Statistic final paper is just 11 hours away from now. That means theres only 3 hours left for me to sleep =(

i just had my final preparation for the paper at SS15 mcD with few of my friends around 10pm, was quite suprised to see that mcD are quite full, as many A levels students are gathering there as well.
today is the third day since monday for me, having trouble in going to bed again. really hates it. lying on the bed, trying to sleep but ur mind just couldnt stop.. THINKING! argh,what the hell is wrong, its been so long yet i still miss her ? damn.. oh well but it sure is alot better if compared to last year. In fact, come to think of it now, i'm quite relieved, that they are doing well, and she is definitely much more happier lol.. i was right from the start, we were not supposed to be together at the first place. It was just a coincidence, that both of us needed care from someone and things turned out to be such for sometime. However, it didnt last in this world of reality. I must admit, working hard to be better in future is just a foolish excuse i convince myself that the gap between could be overcomed. This is stupid.
There's no point writing a whole "essay" about this so just make it short, u have ur life and i have mine,(not making any declaration tho, it has been like this for some time ) this is isnt something that i wished for but it just turned out to be,
I trully hope that u will do well in ur future in just anything. what ever it is, good luck!

Time passby really fast, day by day, semester by semester and its the end of my foundation course. i sure hope that i didnt screw up any paper so far. k time to sleep @ @

emo

2009-05-17T20:16:00.004+08:00

you know me more than i knew about you,
still, i tried so hard to understand you.

you told me what to do,
still, i failed to do so.

you gave me hope,
and u dissapoint me now.

i know saying all these are useless now,
yet i want you to know,
that i had enough of you,
and im going to say goodbye.

we shall never meet again,
but i hope that you stop doing this to others.
so that we could all live happily ever after.

farewell.... applied maths =P

2009-05-17T13:47:00.001+08:00

buuuu... final is tmr..

Mother's day XD

2009-05-09T22:05:00.005+08:00

Have u ever feel sorry for shouting at ur mom,
have u ever feel bad for cheating ur mom, or

have u ever feel like u wanna hug her and say i love u ?

Well it's mother's day! so tell ur that ur sorry, and u love her =)

although, my family dun really celebrate it, but still we brought mom to makan for once! lolz.. its like so hard to persuade her to come out, she always say busy lar, lazy lar, not interested etc etc. lolz but still we manage to drag her out wakakak.. actually nothing special also, just a simple dinner where everyone sit down and chat but somehow it feels different lol mayb cuz of mother's day gua..

after the dinner, bro fetched mom and dad back home first then we went to the cake house and bought a lovely tiramisu cake, im amazed to see many youngsters like us crowding the cake house lolz.

heee, as a guy we will never know how is it like to be a mother, really its not easy being a mother, that is why we must always respect her and love her =)
and to all fathers! love ur wife! for her being ur love ones and the mother of ur childs! =D
Happy Mother's Day to ALL moms! XD

2009-05-05T00:37:00.000+08:00

5th of every month is a shity day =)

2009-05-04T20:42:00.001+08:00

MENG.....chauw! LOL this is fun

kajang..

2009-05-04T17:12:00.000+08:00

HOT!! PANAS!! whats wrong with the weather sia.. @ @

anyway, today as usual we (cyew, eric siam ,bee n i) went to the library after class for group study XD stoning teckwe .. "jemur nyawa" Cyew.. and

fatt hao bee.. lolz

Then suddenly Cyew said " weh lets go kajang eat satay..."

and...

..here we are, kajang seri sth lols.. total madness sia all the sudden go kajang eat satay under the hot sun, with my darling jessica and sara *sara dropped on the floor! T T*

well anyway, kajang satay was nice.. lol especially the abc, super big!

29th of April

2009-04-29T18:52:00.000+08:00

its been a year now for this undesired misery.. end it pls =D

Well some of u MIGHT know what it means =)

nineteen.. finally ?

2009-04-22T22:33:00.001+08:00

it's 23rd of april already.. sigh..

18 years old is really a tough year for me, most of u may dream of being 18 for u will be legal for so many stuff lol but seriously this is really a year where all the bad things happened. no joke, its like all the unwanted, the worst , the ugliest stuff fall on me. Not to mention going into university life, and campus life is really.. not fun. For those, who are about to leave home for studies, you should apprieciate the times u have with ur family and friends.

This year really had changed my life alot. To be honest, the life im living now is not the one i'd prepared for, at least not the one of me being single. i thought time could heal and pain would fade away, but seems like it's proven wrong as my heart could never heal from the last incident. She really had a deep cut on me. Of course i do hope to get rid of this pain, but i tried, so hard to forget, to replace, but ended up back to square one. u once said that we are still best friends, and i trusted u on that, but to realized that in the end only me who was doing all the job really made me so dissapointed and how much i wished that u never say such words that would make me feels better for the moment but suffers since then. aikz always got emo touching this topic =P

Oh ya, seriously Engineering sucks! it is hard joining a field which u don't really have any interest on it. i was too stupid back then to think that having SLIGHT interest on physic and mathematic would lead u to the world of engineering, and also an engineer would match a lawyer better =S
So as a result, this is me now living the consiquences of my decisions, becoming good friends with velocity, momentum, differentiation and more @ @ But of course engineering is not THAAAAT bad, sometimes still ok la, just that the stress on u is really heavy.. lol seriously all the best to me in the future sia = =" hopefully i dont end up selling Fried kuey tiao at Penang XD

What does birthday means to me anyway, i dont really celebrate it. Of course it does mean alot when ur friends and families come wishing u "happy birthday" and u will reply saying "thx alot", making wish etc etc lol.. but if birthday wish really comes true, i would hope that everyone i know, can be always healthy and happy =)

Time never stops, for anyone and we grow older day by day. I had a lot of thinking this year, until hsien yi says that i look like an uncle now lolz, but there are times that we need to grow up and be mature. Our dearest friend, Su Lian had passed away and this incident really gave me a huge impact about life. I realized that life is really short, and things we can do are very limited. I'd already wasted 1 whole year emo-ing about the past, something that already happened and it is the fact, not a dream. So its time to move on ( i know i know.. i should have done this long time ago), i would still miss.. her cause she really means alot to me, but nothing more than that =D As for my studies, i have already chosen my path for the future, i might as well continue my journey and dont look back because life is just about making choices, and to bear with the choices u have made. Never give up on yourself , i believe that 19 years old is going to be.. better =D
Goodbye 18 years old, and good bye my dear friend.

2009-04-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

Today, april 20th is the birthday of our dearest friend, miss su lian =(
a year had passed, and so much things have changed.
she may not be here with us. but she definately remains in our heart and memories forever!

Happy Birthday.. my friend..
we all miss u

2009-03-31T21:24:00.000+08:00

Dreaming...

2009-03-29T15:12:00.000+08:00

Dream.. dream.. dream..
always have this dream about the past of my secondary days.. miss those days so much!

kinda emo lol..

i got this dream maybe because of that day i went to Subang Utama gua lol to take my SPM certificate.. once i step into the SU's gate near the guard house there.. memories started to run through my head, this view.. infront of me all didnt change at all, they look exactly the same! lol i can still rmb the days where i carry my blue bag holding some textbooks walking through all these places.. the canteens, the pondoks where we sell our lolipops, the bookshop where i queue up every starting year , my form 3 kappa class with all my buddies, then the office and pejabat.. lol really reminds me of all the fun i had during secondary.

After i got my cert, i ask the others to go for a walk around the school.. take a look at the NEW hall, and all the "pretty" drawings at the walls ( im sure most of the ex-su's knew abt it lol). then after the hall we pass by my old class.. 5 alpha.. srsly once i reach there.. theres a feeling.. so hard to describe, but for sure its all memories~ i stand at the place near the toilet bhind 5 alpha near the computer lab where tong , seok yeng, carrie, ben , sulian, me, my ex and all the other "members" gather up to chit chat at the morning.. ah i noe the feeling! it feels like they just happened yesterday! yet its already 1 year plus and im going degree soon.. everything happen so fast @ @ bah.. stop the emo, its already part of the history. Everyone has their happy life now lol..

oh theres one place which i dont recognize and i bet most of the ex-su's will not recognize it too XD

THIS IS SMKSU'S MALE TOILET! can u believe it ?! it looks more like Pyramid's toilet = =" damn stone weh.. lol but one thing hasnt change.. the awful smell is still there !! LOL

B

2009-03-19T01:24:00.000+08:00

wow.. I'm a B type blood person,
and wow high cholesterol oO,
and byebye nasi lemak lol~ sien dao..

and to ah bee.. dun worry i will post all ur "good news" soon. dun day day come"hoong" me lol

3 holes

2009-03-14T11:46:00.000+08:00

This morning i went to the Pathlab at usj10, a blood test centre, to take a blood test of myself. my mom has been nagging me about getting a test since last year so today i decided to go with her since i hv nothing to do at home.
She kept convincing me that this bloodtest centre very Pro one, it only take a few sec. etc etc. so im quite relieved la not so afraid of it also. But then just now.. the girl in charge , she took 10 mins to find my blood vein, (keep on tapping my arm and press and press lol) then finally got the rough area. so she quickly poke the needle in, mana tau she missed it! so she slowly ADJUST the needle (when the needle is INSIDE ME) so that it reach the blood vein, and after roughly 10 mins of attempt she still fail to get the vein..(mayb my fat layer too thick la paiseh =P). Then she suggest to change to my left arm for 2nd attempt.
The 2nd attempt was better. i think she missed a little bit also, cuz she kept on adjusting the needle.. i can feel it lol~( wasnt looking hahaha) then finally she got it! she asked me to take a deep breath n she starts pumping my blood out. but then the process took more than few mins ( then i was wondering i though my mom told me few secs gao dim d, why mine few mins d and still not done ?) then i look at my left arm.. saw her keep on PUMPING ( pulling and pushing the syringe) my arm.. then i was OMG , i got the image of filling air to my basketball ! i got so frightened! lol.. then she took out the needle. saying my blood viscosity is too high so the blood flow TOO SLOW.. i was like HUH then how.. lol ended up drinking 3 cups of warm water n ready for 3RD ATTEMPT.. lol
this time another lady came , she found my blood vein in just secs and poke the needle in. before i realise the tube is full of blood lol.. kinda relieved after that. hahaha

so now i look like a drug addict with 3 needle holes on both my two arms haha
WHAT A DAY WEH lol!
*guess what's my blood type XD
*the first 2 attempt girl is cute lol! =D

End of test 1

2009-03-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

During the holiday, a group of students consist of 10 students decided to go for a movie after their class gathering. There's 2 couple among them, guy A couple with girl B ; guy C couple with girl D. So the arrangement of the seats have to go such way that guy A n girl B must sit together , and guy C n girl D must sit together , BUT guy A n girl B dont like guy C n girl D so the two couples cant sit next to each other.

i) In how many possible ways the seat of the students can be arranged ?
ii) What if guy C n girl D argued before the movie and they dont want to sit next to each other, But BOTH of them still dont wan to sit with guy A n girl B?

Whahahahaha i hate probability and statistic !!!! XD

Bored ~

2009-03-11T01:44:00.000+08:00

this friday ! first test ! Probabitity and statistic !
URGH toooo lazy to do anything T T

too many stacked work, and the dead line is this week!
gotta start working lol

2009-03-08T13:30:00.000+08:00

part I =)

Alpharians

2009-03-03T11:07:00.000+08:00

oh yeah , this is a video made for all my ex-classmates from Alpha.. supposed to show them on the last gathering 08/08/08. but somehow things didnt happen that way cuz too many things happened. so i shall post it here.. and i hope all of u can watch it =P its part II btw haha part I too big =P

enjoy =)

BIG RAIN!!

2009-02-24T18:00:00.000+08:00

wooohoh i survive a crash!!! wahaha..
this week mmu is again hving the food carnival.. which is my favourite =)
so today after my final class.. we decided to go there and have our dinner.. not long after, it started raining.. HEAVILY.. it gets heavier and heavier then suddenly the whole tent behind me collapes! JUST FEW INCHES AWAY!! LOL damn cool!!!

the way b to the hostel is too far and unsheltered.. so we have to run throught the female block in order to get to the male block lol.. what a day sial..
*running through the garls block is fun lol.. jkjk

2009-01-22T16:01:00.000+08:00

I watch a movie recently, its called 海角七号. For those who know about this movie i know its been quite some time, but i just got the chance to watch it recently =) Anyways, overall a very nice movie. It is quite unique and meaningful i must say.

海角七号 is about a love story of an old japanese couple that stay in Taiwan during the old days.. but unfortunately the guy had to go back to Japan, leaving his love one behind. During his 7 days journey back to his hometown, he wrote 7 letters saying his thoughts about her during the 7 days. However these letters did not reach the girl's hand in the end.

60 years later, these letters were kept till today, a young postman who loves music very much found out these letters. The address on the letters no longer exist, This young postman couldnt stop his curiousity from reading the letters, and later realise about the story. In the end, he managed to find the man's love one after all the trouble and he also found his own love and dream.

alright, thats a short explanation about the movie. it is really meaningful, must watch it urself to experience it =D i decided to write it down here because i find it very special.. and i definitely give a 5 star rating for it =P Sometimes in our life.. we have to make decisions, and those decisions decide our future. We may not end up with the one we love the most, but at least the memories itself is treasureable and unforgetable.. just like the feelings written in those 7 letters.. even if the man is already dead, his feelings will not vanish and will continue to touches everyone's heart who read the letters =D

Sem break is boring ~ @ @

2009-01-01T03:20:00.001+08:00

BUH BUAI 2008 ... and HELLO 2009 ~!

Happy New Year ! = ="

Kajang satay! ... in mmu ?

2008-12-20T22:20:00.000+08:00

yeah cheng yew brought satays from kajang ! hoohoo.. theeree the small small stick wan lin holding =D ah beeee *stares*

happy family ? =D

eric sure look happy..

2008-12-17T20:38:00.000+08:00

两个相爱的人
如果有了相反的梦
分开以後能记得什麽？

是相遇时的惊心动魂
是相爱时的甜美时光
是争执时的錘心刺骨
还是分手时的最后祝福

对每个爱过的人，是永远记得。。
如果。。你还记得。。

MMU carnival

2008-12-14T14:54:00.000+08:00

This is what i love MMU the most wahaha.. carnival~ lotsa events.. just like hari keluarga back in SU =D

i saw Lam tak weng and Nicholas from My FM! on the first day but too bad didnt get to take picts.. =( Then the next day we saw PoP stars contestant performing on stage. never knew they are all strong and good singers lol.. kinda "terkejut" oh and there's one contestant , vivian she looks cute n sings well too! rmb to support her lol!

Vivian~ lol

OH ya ! i saw something cute bhind the stage~ here's the picture~

GReeN box with four wheels!!! damn cool =D and they hv SHE =D peace ^^V

Alamanda putra~

2008-12-14T14:25:00.000+08:00

FOSEE meeting with all F.O.E and F.I.T students on 12/12/2008(friday). Please ensure our attendance.

what a crap announcement~ %^#%#^! woke up 7 in the morning n rush to cyberjaya just to attend a talk which SUPPOSED to have at least 500 students, but ended up only 50 of them sitting there and half awake. Gosh , till then only we realized that we have been "kon" to MMU. damn emo weh, woke up so early, spent rm6.40 on toll fees not counting petrol fee just to attend a 30 mins talk ? omgg my stupidest decision weh zZzZ.. there goes one day of my holiday =(

After that "meeting", ah bee, eric , wan lin , and meng kheng decided to go to alamanda putrajaya. So we head on straight after the meeting. * at least better than staying in uni emoing =)* Alamanda mall is just 10 mins of car journey from MMU, but sadly we used 30 mins to reach there, reason is because our handsome fren eric asked ah bee to turn right on a junction road which we supposed to head straight if we were to go Alamanda mall.. lol ended up travelling around putrajaya before reaching the mall =( and ah bee got emo LoL

Alamanda Mall looks normal, nothing special.. full of "wantans" XD quite bored lo actually compared to MidValley =D but the day still quite fun la, hang out with my uni-mates

i found this place somewhere outside alamanda =D

christmasssssie ~

cute bears.. size of the bear = size of one of my classmates XD

2008-12-01T23:49:00.001+08:00

EXAAAAMSSS #$^&#$%$@$%^@#@#$%@$~!!!!!!

First Semester... OVER!

2008-10-22T15:12:00.001+08:00

oh yes oh yes~ first semester is finally officially amazingly OVER~
its time for some fun and relaxing momments =D

on the last day of school, which also was our last paper... physics = =" Oh well i hope i not gonna see the same lecturer next sem =P i planned to leave the hall earlier for physic paper but ended up not lifting my pen from the paper even the time's up.. aihzz =( but nevermind that! we went for our.......... First class outing at Sunway Pyramid! yeah first class outing on the last day of out first sem =D

We went to gasoline for lunch, ordered my favourite lychee milk ! wahaha ! food was awesome~ =D

Then we went to cinema, hoping to see some nice movies showing.. but ended up watch "Flight of the living dead" - some low budget movie dunnoo directed by who @@ no offence.. but just expected something more from that movie.. haha

after the movie, we ended up at popular book shop @@ aihz what to do a few smarties from our class couldnt live without books =P only at the starting of sem break, they were already thinking of BOOKS!! No wonder they are smarties @@ aihz shame of me =D

pose nicely la eric =D

one of the smarties from my class T.T

i also dunno who he trying to scare =D

LoL.. cool "peace"

the hand bhind wasn't pulling my hair

LoL ah bee looks like some doctor going to operate the chicken chop

Finally the outing has come to an end =)

a very special and meaningful day with my uni-mates =D

2008-10-06T01:57:00.000+08:00

元若藍 - 半情歌

你將會被誰抱緊唱什麼歌哄他開心

我想著天空什麼時候會放晴地球不曾為誰停一停

你的明天有多快樂不是我的我們的愛是唱一半的歌

時間把習慣換了傷口癒合也撤銷我再想你的資格

你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的像我手中冷掉的可可

最最教人殘念的總是未完成的我只能唱著一半的歌

我的明天快不快樂都是我的我們的愛是唱一半的歌時

間把習慣換了傷口癒合也撤銷我再想你的資格

你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的像我手中冷掉的可可

最最教人殘念的總是未完成的另一半的歌.

A very meaningful song.. just feel like sharing =D

W H Y ?

2008-10-04T21:31:00.000+08:00

Why would i fall for you?
-because u came to me at the right time, and the feeling is just right =)

Why i could sacrafice so much for you ?
-because i want to see u smile

Why i choose u over my hobbies?
-because they were to be sacraficed if i wanna be with u and definitely no regrets.

Why would i care so much?
-because im just worried.

Why would i argue with u all the time?
-because i hope to see you getting better and happier.

Why cant i just forget ?
-because u are pieces of tressured memories that i most proud of.

Why i did so many things?
-because that shows how important u meant to me.

Why cant i just hate?
-because hatred couldnt solve anything, only cause me more problems.

Why i give up?
-because ur tears explained everything.

Why am i so proud of u?
-because u show me that u are getting better.

Why are there so many whys'?
-because the sky so high, i married a sakai in the month-February 05 =) "copied from Pn. Susela"
Haha, no la just some questions i often ask myself =)

~MMU~

2008-09-26T12:46:00.000+08:00

oh yes, the first day of my uni life. I can still remember i was sad, blur and just emotional; just too much things happened to me at that time. oh well, still i went to MMU on the first day without knowing there would be a orientation WEEK. not day =/ . As usual, first day others and i were like cursing all the way XD , but i changed my thoughts the next day because things start to get exciting n unexpected. All the seminars in the afternoon were quite boring, BUT the activities after that refreshed us XD especially the "treasure hunt night" and all the other ice-breaking activities.... were just so so so fun haha, kinda stupidchildish tho, BUT thats not the fun part, imagine eating instant noodles with "KUNYIT POWDER" (f**king awful!!!), Commander Crawl just like the ns way, and running around the campus at the middle of the night. =P

Then my OCs(Orientation Committees) Qreez n Yus, well are 2 very nice person. Qreez is a dj in MMU, cool eh and Yus is one of the B.O.D. of the Student Represent Council. Things wouldnt be that fun without them =D. Things got emotional again when the Orientation Week is ending, we have our last task, which is performance night! ya just like tadika go on stage n perform! thats the best day in my orientation week, everyone standing together, holding hands, singing all the way~ i think its quite lame at first, but when u participate in, its a totally different feeling =D trust me it is so damn fun! wahahah.. at the end of performance night, which is also the last gathering for the orientation week.. everyone start crying again, hugging each other , taking pictures, blabla.. lol.. at the begining of the orientation week, many were upset because missing their home, but at the end of this programme, many were crying~ a big contrast haha oh well this is life, we would never know what is exciting about the future if we don't let go pressent. So another lesson of life for me =D A new Begining of my university life =P and now first sem is ending... FINALS!!!! = ="

my uni-mates =D (ah bee , eric, sze hou and me XD)

the most fearsome DM !!! Alvin~

man of the orientatino week - chee wei

All my OCs

believe it! its the ratio of a real size burger with a footlong =D

Although there might be obstacles in the future; Although im going through my life alone from now on; Although many things had changed, but life is road that i wanna keep going, Love is a river i wanna keep flowing =)

first post

2008-09-24T01:24:00.000+08:00

don't really know why, just feel like posting a blog =D

oh well, my first post.
will be writing new posts soon after settling down all the edits =)